At first, I saw this as a failure - a sign that I wasn't quite good enough at emulating the organic nature of brushstrokes. But after some reflection and conversations with peers, I started to lean into it and see the machine-like quality as its own kind of beauty.
The results were sometimes surprising, and always interesting. I found that these machine-like strokes could be used to create patterns and textures that would never occur naturally. Once I had accepted this new-found direction, I noted what I liked about this algorithm and leaned into these qualities even more so – the expressionist undertones, the otherworldly colour palettes, the sense of scale etc.
Speaking of otherworldly palettes and scale – a lot of this early conceptual direction was my natural gravitation towards cosmic megastructures portrayed in sci-fi and media I have enjoyed in my formative years. The Imperial Star Destroyer from Star Wars, the spacing guild ships from Dune, the Dyson sphere etc. This wasn’t really evident to me when I first started refining this creative direction, but once I introduced The Stranger (a spacefaring motif I’ve been working with in my non-generative practice since 2019, pictured in
2. Recreation) – it was hard to unsee the sci-fi influences in this work.